a great day turns into a nightmare
I can't take it anymore.. today should be one of the greatest and rememberable days of my life: My first day at my very first Job. I was so excited and all the People welcomed me warm-hearted. I felt save and good and all my fear was gone. All my associates are so nice and I belive the two years of my education are going to be great.
So, in the evening when my first day was over, my boyfriend came over and I reported him the things I experienced and learned today. We're together since 7 months and it's been a great relationship. At least I thought so. Well, he told me that his Feelings for me have changed and that most of the love he had for me is gone..
I could't believe what he just said and started crying.. how can he do this to me? Damn, I love this guy! He said our relationship feels more like a friendship, that we''re doing the same things everytime we see each other and if we're keep doing it this way it feels like a friendship and he can't do it anymore. In other words, if we (or I) won't change something, he will break up.
He also said he doesn't want to break up with me and he will try to work it out, that he WILL TRY TO LOVE ME MORE AGAIN. I don't know what to think of that..
Right now I'm lying on my bed, devastated and feeling empty. I still have hope that things will work out between us.. but you'll never know what the future will bring.